R.I.P Dory

Our fish just passed away,
And I don't know what to say,
To the wide-eyed child,
Looking at me,
With worry in his gaze.

It's just a fish, I think,
We couldn't pet or comfort it,
While it endlessly circled its bowl.
But to him, to my boy,
It's so much more.

It is loss,
It is worry,
It is not knowing why,
Or how.
It is fear, it'll happen to him.
It's being afraid of getting attached,
As he still mourns,
Our dog's passing.

Can I tell my sister, he asks,
Eyes bright.
He takes her hand.
"Dory is dead. She's with Max now."
My heart melts,
As he repeats my own words,
And I know he's understood,
That sometimes,
These things happen.

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